Nonfiction

  • Issue 41,  Nonfiction

    Learning Human as a Second Language

    photo by Yasser Alaa Mobarak 

    by Meredith Jelbart

    I was an only child. I grew up in a place my father called Island Hill. It was not an island, but a house on top of a hill, in semi-rural Australian bush, around twenty kilometres from Melbourne. There were other children in the general area, but the hill was steep enough to discourage kids from wandering up to play with me; and to discourage me from wandering down and up again, to play with them.

    I was not entirely alone. I had friends.

  • Issue 41,  Nonfiction

    Cachexia

    painting by Robert Rogers

    by Sydney Lea

     

    A friend from the dawn of our boyhoods is cachectic, a word unknown to me until I heard it from a doctor– a friend of similar longstanding– who’d recently seen him. “It just means he’s withering away,” the doctor told me, adding that our mutual pal had also dropped, as if overnight, into dementia.

    I knew that in my own fairly recent talk with the man in question, he had kept repeating himself;

  • Issue 41,  Nonfiction

    Mementos of a Dive Bar Maven

    art by Catherine McGuire

    by Bonnie Darves

    I have a thing about dive bars. I like them, not just a little bit but a lot, and one of my sisters, Anna, is similarly afflicted. My mother accused us of frequenting them for less than noble reasons. “I don’t know why you girls insist on ‘slumming it’ in those places—don’t you know that you stick out like sore thumbs or snobs no matter what you wear?” What’s the point? she wanted to know. How could you tell her, in a way that she’d understand,

  • Issue 41,  Nonfiction

    Never/Ever

     by Laurel Doud and (posthumously) Gregory W. Martin 

     

    You died last year after a three-year battle with Acute Myeloid Leukemia. Six months ago your partner sent me your handwritten journal from 1973, her note reading: Greg put this in the box with his important papers. He wanted you to have it.

    The journal was from the first months of our courtship.

    I never knew such a thing existed.

    In 1973, you were 26, newly divorced,

  • Issue 40,  Nonfiction

    Tapestry

    art by Stephanie Ann Farra

    by Seth Kaplan

    Let’s play a game. Imagine it’s the depths of winter. You wake from deep sleep to find your dwelling is burning. The fire rages. You have time to grab only three things. What would they be? 

    This game has rules, but because this game is a figment of my imagination, I make the rules, and the rules are, everybody in the end, is safe.

    First: Family/pets don’t count toward your list. But if you have a cat (or a son that’s dragging you down) by all means,

  • Issue 40,  Nonfiction

    Twins

    art by Kevin Wei

    by Minyong Cho

    The first hotel was small but pretty with a garden behind the decorative wrought iron gate that was firmly closed. I found a piece of paper on the gate with the handwritten English word, “Closed.” I didn’t know a hotel could close. If they were full, wouldn’t the gate be open to let the guests come and go? I still had two more to try, so I moved onto the next.

    Either Heidi was considerate, or cheap hotels were clustered in Jerusalem, because it only took ten minutes to walk to the next one.