Issue 41,  Poetry

Verb To Be

photo by Yasser Alaa Mobarak
by Sisary Poemape-Heredia



authored in June

to dance attuned,

after the sun is down.

where the glow is not but a breeze

caressing a nightgown’s scars

under

in town.
un pueblo is a constellation hidden light years beyond

a mansion at the top of a hill,

even if no kings

—especially if no kings—

are throned to be

between the ages of seven and seventeen.
i am king

and at seven needed a hymn

of Andean musing

and love cruising

warmisitay infused,

diffused,

consoled.

to learn about how

eso que tú haces no es amor

para aprender de la violencia del amor:

moisturized into daily prayer

imbued into weekly report
i am king

fragmented into the multiple Mujeres you’ll need to become,

and Be-to-Come,

and Come-Back, and BE.

because para ver in order to BE, hay que feel seen.

VER está tan cerca d

Verb

but so far from materializing into action, protección y cuidado.

Where is my modernist crown?

por eso hay que (des)escuchar a las abuelas,

to the realism in their magic

dissect their racismo’s magical thinking

tether rhythms of care

learning to survive centuries worth of pain diciéntote

cúrate mi niña con amor del más bonito y recuerda siempre que tú eres
la medicina

que se vuelvan polvo todos los dolores que los queme el fuego y
vengan nuevas flores

potions for self-recovery

i am king

desde los noventa.
cuando se (re)inventó la Mujer in salsa arpegios

wars being the grammar of mujerhood

Porque

cada ser conoce bien cada guerra

cada herida
de la vida

y del amor también

as ritual, desahogo

as a method in E major for swirling sorrow away
i am king

desde los 2000

when no tenía ni un novio ni a Gael Garcia

when prefaced with a “him”

was any order to BE.

and the twirls, the valleys

afterthoughts
i am king

ever since

when, once again, se inventó el ver in order to BE.

I see myself i be

active as in perpetual

as actions

as the alchemy of

gravitational pull in spaces

ese lugar soy yo



Sisa Poemape-Heredia (she/her) is a Boston-based Peruvian writer. After graduating with a sociology BA in Lima, she received her masters in English at UMass Boston. Her work has been published in the anthology "We Grow Anyway" by Prickly Pear Printing. She is always happy to discuss her favorite memoir Carmen Maria Machado's "In the Dream House"
Yasser Alaa Mobarak (b. 1993) is a multi-award-winning photographer represented by ZUMA Press from Alexandria, Egypt. He is a Visiting Instructor at the Delhi College of Photography in India and a Licentiate of the Royal Photographic Society in Great Britain. Yasser has received international recognition for his images from esteemed competitions, including Travel Photographer of the Year Award, National Geographic
Award, Sony World Photography Awards, the Florida Museum of Photographic Arts, the Sarajevo Photography Festival, the International Photo Awards, Egypt Press Photo, Paris Photo Prize and the Royal Photographic Society.

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