• Issue 36,  Nonfiction

    There and Back and Back Again Again

    photo by Tony Wallin-Soto

    by George Choundas 

    You walk briskly to catch the train. Couple of blocks to go. Running late. Even chances you’ll make it. Then you see something fifty yards ahead, darting into your path from a side street. It’s another commuter, also running late. He’s looking at his wristwatch and jittery. Like you, he vibrates as much he moves, clearly fraught with decisional anguish, debating whether to break into a sprint. Then he turns and catches sight of you. In a moment’s glance, he appraises. He notes you’re walking and not running, and presumably gathers up indications of credibility—who knows,

  • Issue 36,  Nonfiction

    What is Special About Dusk 

    photo collection of the author

    by Katiy Heath

    A cloud would soon billow out, a considerable mass, smoky red; a disorientating blanket of color, devilish red, divine red,  nuclear and unnatural. Yet nature is what would send red into our tender hearts on the afternoon of this annular eclipse. From the Latin word annulus, meaning little ring. Like a hula hoop, a donut, a CD. A little band of light left after the moon moves across the sun, obstructing all but a six percent sliver. Little—130 miles wide—ring of fire that we didn’t have to put ourselves in the path of,

  • Issue 36,  Nonfiction

    My Life in Three Train Rides: Powder, Rails, Arrests

    photo by Tony Wallin-Sato

    by Tony Wallin-Sato

    Part 1

    fukaku irite / kamiji no oku o / tazunureba / mata ue mo naki / mine no matsukazeFollowing the paths the gods passed over, I seek their innermost place; up and up to the highest of all: peak where wind passes through pines.Saigyo

    I was thirteen when I was first arrested. Detained. Humiliated. Treated as if I already hit puberty. At thirteen I still carried my baby fat. Just had my braces removed.

  • Issue 36,  Nonfiction

    The Garden Wall 

    by Lorraine Hanlon Comanor

              “We’re going to get along famously,” said my new neighbor, a realtor in his early seventies, as he bent over to admire one of my planters. “Both of us having green thumbs. But this garden isn’t up to our standards.” 

                He was referring to a ten-foot-wide strip between our two houses of red sage, polygala, hydrangeas, and marguerites that extended some seventy feet back from the street. The bird-and-butterfly-friendly plot, which my former neighbors and I had congenially maintained, was shaded by two ornamental pears and a holly tree. Like all gardens in our public urban development,

  • Issue 36,  Nonfiction

    A Normal Life 

    by Zia Jaffrey

    Excerpt from a manuscript on South Africa

    I don’t remember who we were planning to abduct. I may have got it wrong on the amnesty application. Maybe it was K in Soweto…
    -(Security policeman, who shot his wife)

    On the train back from Nyack to Manhattan, after having dinner with my sister, I couldn’t speak. I hadn’t gone that far in love with anyone, except Louis. My sister and Frank were guiding K on what to expect when he met my parents. That meant that they assumed that this was it for me–for us.