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And If We’d Kept Our Daughter, We’d Have Named Her Lille
By Brent Schaeffer
art curtesy of The University of Chicago on Unsplash
When we got off the train in Paris it was late.
Gare Du Nord looked like a Monet: black
and gray with strokes of gloss. We were lost.
Athena and I slipped into backpacker backpacks and set out
across the city. I had to piss. Like ugly Americans
we stopped at McDonald’s, my ankles killing me,
… We were broke. We took another train north,
hoping it’d be cheaper than Paris. It was.
We got a room for a week—fucked and ate kebabs
from a taco truck thing—just like L.A.—
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Visible Emergencies
by Hannah Bonner
art: "Estáticos de Bacuta" by Juan José Clemente
On Saturday I celebrate a friend’s birthday which is also, coincidentally, the fourth of July. I arrive during day; I leave at the torque to night. Over cake, I speak with a woman in the middle of an acrimonious divorce. “No one lives with their husband while divorcing,” she tells me. “No one. This pandemic exposes the cracks of what we never worked on.” I say very little. For eight months I have lived alone; therefore, my cracks and her cracks are different kintsugi.
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utopia
by mic jones
art by by Rachel Rava
a pronoun can be an emergency
exit a map an experiment
in emancipation like fire
embalming coordinateslet’s make new names what would the world feel
like if gender was understood
the way we understand
a name:
singular
subject to change
sounding different
depending on
through whom
the sound is madeamid mountain ranges
screamed like names
our genders’ echo
sublime as the valley
amplifying bodiless-ness
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Aftermath, The Griffith Park Fire
By Anders Howerton
photo by Colin Remas Brown on flickr
“Vulnerability. The ideal state of a painter. You have to cultivate it.”
– Francesco ClementeThe light has shifted since. It isn’t rushing through the glass
the way it did the day you swirled the cayenne like tiny flames
in the lemon-filled honey jar. It circumvents me now
with its set of parallelograms,kicks pebbles down my avalanche back.
You are no longer you but a ferryman instead, taking your time
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Shroom Apocalypse
By Richard Schiffman
photo by Mariam Gab
After the deluge, they’re popping up fast,
a pimpled pox of pallid shrooms,puny members swell tumescent
cracking earth-egg’s humus shells,donning post-apocalyptic bonnets,
daisy chains of moonlit domes,gilled as sharks and cute as buttons,
hoisting clods of moldy duff,fungal, Mongol-horded armies,
mountain-moving mycelia,creeping up on sleeping cities,
hoodied toughs on every corner,meek and dapper Mussolinis,
squat Il Duce’s of decaycasting nets in fetid mulch,
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the cinematography of birth
By Savannah Slone
photo by Ivan Babydov on Pexels
we were all born during the slowfast shift of all things, oil on
canvas no time stamp,
among stained glass and wildlife and
a sea of velvet earlobes and disco glitter
pageantry while language swelled
into watercolor during telomere
replication and
extreme weather turned our
nothings into artifacts of survival or
remembrance and colors disappeared
underwater,