Poetry

  • Issue 42,  Poetry

    At the Wedding of My Transformation

    art by Cynthia Yachtman

    by Cassandra Whitaker



    bride—the moon— moonlit calls for the wolf—-unhinged
    swinging on a door made of borrowed light
    Do I go through or do I remain closed?

    Do I say yes yes or do I know myself?
    to sunlight— I turn regrow my power
    borrowed joy to change the surface of ache

    into a wish catcher a deep pool of want
    the bride understands the wolf appears as she
    unlearns her old name offers to be filled

    the wolf appears it matters little
    where she places danger I am returning
    to fill emptiness to be full of love

    the bride—the moon— bereft of ocean’s ocean—time
    the wolf’s teeth—age worn forgotten almost
    by the wanting wolf inside the bride’s heart

    waiting for the moon recovering from want
    I was once nothing echoing night sounds
    in an emptiness I understood to be night

    I understood it I went into myself
    love changes a name into a new sound
    once I was the moon now—the wolf’s question

    tuned to light’s frequency am I alone?
  • Issue 42,  Poetry

    Picture of My Dad in an Aircraft Carrier

    photo by Kieth Dodson

    by Patricia Aya Williams

    December 1970

    Dad at a desk turning to face
    the camera, left hand on the keys
    of a typewriter, right hand resting
    on an open drawer, white pencil
    lifted lightly, ready to erase
    the mistake he’s just made—
    one that I can’t see—on the paper
    poised in the platen, the clatter
    of type his quick fingers command
    momentarily stalled.
    The carrier’s walls—color of dirty
    dishwater, hospital grunge,

  • Issue 42,  Poetry

    4, 7, 8 (X)

    by Jan Clausen

    Arrow and bow
    You get my drift
    No bucket list
    I’ll just kick it

    Purple pansies next to Frick
    Bloom in geometric beds
    Perky periodontist
    Scrapes expensively my teeth
    Rather than hamper defeat
    People peer at screens, mirrors
    Snooze as losses mount, bleed out

    A rat’s ass, he thinks, chicks don’t give
    Regarding the pleasure of men
    Dogwoods appear to console us
    For magnolias’ departure
    Art is not a matter of will
    I’m a cunning emergency
    Take the Q train,

  • Issue 42,  Poetry

    Droste Effect

    art by Helen Hofling

    by Samuel Piccone

    Someone I love tells me the world is a house
                I’m always running into by running from,
                            that flowers begin staling the moment

    they flower, so enough already with the flowers.
                A flower is a body, and a body is also a container
                            for every atom it will never hold—

    imagine filling a room with so many remainders.
                Dear God, enough already. With running. With oblivion
                            and flowers. Someone I love tells me

    no one will if I don’t start closing my mouth
               

  • Issue 42,  Poetry

    Forward Inside Death Spiral 4

    art by Richard Hanus

    by Carolyn Oliver

     

    Forsaking every landscape
    but this placid plain, their bodies wed

    skill to physics. Her skull floats
    down, risks the ice as if

    she means to kiss his blades.
    What kind of love imagines

    he could let go of her wrist
    he could let go of her
    he could let go
    he could
    he—

    This is the easiest death spiral.

    That year of brief landscapes
    my friends’ pity towed me

    to a little house plunked down
    by the bay.

  • Issue 42,  Poetry

    Veritable

    art by JJ Cromer

    by Stephen Smith

     For Emily

    Now it seems further than the past itself,
    even outside of time: Barthes and his dictionary,
    though we debated if it was his own encyclopedia,
    knowing we knew not the answer, the white board
    always covered with what seemed the algebra of a life.
    We considered it quantum, at best. I failed to get past
    Marlon Riggs and his essential question, my legs
    each evening folded in a chair on some cold library floor,