Issue 43

  • Issue 43,  Poetry

    Fair Verona

    art by Virgil Suárez

    by Olivia Pierce Graham

      



    this place looks like a house
    built to eradicate your memories
    into cobwebs wrecked with the breath
    that I once felt
    when I shivered as if covered
    under the tatters of a blanket
    where we were uncertain and
    potent and new and
    I was horrified
    human underneath you
    in an unfamiliar house








    you’d live in with someone else
    until they disintegrated
    from your gentle mouth
    tearing at me
    with a thousand spiders fighting
    beside your bedroom wall
    where I stained your pillow bloody and
    you refused to close your eyes
    thinking about my body
    weighted down
    and waking up alone

    Olivia Pierce Graham holds an MFA in Poetry from The New School where she was a recipient of the Paul Violi Poetry Prize.
  • Issue 43,  Poetry

    Autobiography

    art by Beth Kephart

    by Maggie Greaves

    “One of the things that was funny about being in America was that so little of my past came up.”
    ––Gertrude Stein, Everybody’s Autobiography

    I fell out of my mother with the cord around my neck.
    My childhood disasters were vague and intimate.
    I snuggled them in the dark.

    By my thirties,
    I’m able to slice vegetables precisely while the children tug at my feet and scream.

    This is something I’ve only seen mothers do in other countries.

  • Fiction,  Issue 43

    Forever Carnival

    art by Kale Hensley

    by Lianne Neiger

    I used to bug my best friend Ezra with a ton of would-you-rather scenarios. He was usually game. The kid could pull an essay answer out of his ass to the craziest hypotheticals. Then there was my favorite one to ask: would you rather be the one leaving or the one being left behind? That one stumped him. I get it now. I thought I had an answer once, but being dead makes that shit kind of hazy.

    What doesn’t being dead make hazy,

  • Fiction,  Issue 43

    Ghosted

    art by Abbie Doll

    by Sue Allen

    A pair of jewel-green macaws raced above Sara and David’s heads as they began their hike. The first of the hanging bridges, puentes colgantes, swayed like a giant hammock strung across the gorge below. Sara shaded her eyes and watched the birds vanish into the treetops.

    “They mate for life,” Sara said.

    David had already stepped onto the bridge, now wobbling beneath him as he reached for his phone. Sara took a deep breath and placed one foot on the planks.

  • Issue 43,  Translation

    Wakashu or

    art by Jakob Schöning

    by Tara Meister
    Tranlasted from the Austrian German by Lara Waas

    The injured fawn at one of the neighboring farms. It had been lying in the field and the  farmer hadn’t seen it, had run over it with the mower and severed one of its legs. They put the  fawn in a box in the narrow space between stove and door. We were allowed to feed it for a  while. When I asked the adults what would happen to it, they grew quiet.

  • Issue 43,  Nonfiction

    Tom Selleck in His Underwear

    art by Geraldine Stevenson

    by Mary Cate Stevenson

    My grandmother was a painter. Even though we lived just a few streets over for most of my childhood, I didn’t know her well. When we visited her house, a one-story ranch in a modest Houston neighborhood, the grownups sat in the kitchen and I was told to run along. She was of the “children should be seen and not heard” generation but seemed to prefer to not see us, either. Her black eyes looked capable of casting curses. Her house even smelled inhospitable,