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  • Issue 43,  Poetry

    -5°

    art by Trevor Cunnington

    by Tashiana Seebeck







    Let’s tear open the oil paint
    sky in Mariposa where you first knuckled the loam
    and said Let’s–

    I am afraid to tell God your name lest
    he look up at your spruce face and unmake
    the tongue tip behind your teeth I’ve come

    to know well. December looms and lingers for a lifetime.
    The poppies know only hoar frost
    and woodsmoke. A man in the shape

    of your last lurched out from the doorway lacquered
    shut with dust and all the longleaf pines shuttered closed.
  • Issue 43,  Poetry

    The Sundering

    by Stephanie McCarley Dugger

    A dove, waiting

                     in the elm outside the window,

    calls.                Every day

                he searches for her,

                     listens        for her reply.      I thought

    I would understand love by now.

                                        But, I am featherless,

                                              too careful, too

                finely tuned

            for touch.

                               Yesterday,

    new buttercups lined the walk.

                                        Today, they droop–

               

  • Issue 43,  Poetry

    Fair Verona

    art by Virgil Suárez

    by Olivia Pierce Graham

      



    this place looks like a house
    built to eradicate your memories
    into cobwebs wrecked with the breath
    that I once felt
    when I shivered as if covered
    under the tatters of a blanket
    where we were uncertain and
    potent and new and
    I was horrified
    human underneath you
    in an unfamiliar house








    you’d live in with someone else
    until they disintegrated
    from your gentle mouth
    tearing at me
    with a thousand spiders fighting
    beside your bedroom wall
    where I stained your pillow bloody and
    you refused to close your eyes
    thinking about my body
    weighted down
    and waking up alone
    * The format of this poem changes on a mobile phone.
  • Issue 43,  Poetry

    Autobiography

    art by Beth Kephart

    by Maggie Greaves

    “One of the things that was funny about being in America was that so little of my past came up.”
    ––Gertrude Stein, Everybody’s Autobiography

    I fell out of my mother with the cord around my neck.
    My childhood disasters were vague and intimate.
    I snuggled them in the dark.

    By my thirties,
    I’m able to slice vegetables precisely while the children tug at my feet and scream.

    This is something I’ve only seen mothers do in other countries.

  • Fiction,  Issue 43

    Forever Carnival

    art by Kale Hensley

    by Lianne Neiger

    I used to bug my best friend Ezra with a ton of would-you-rather scenarios. He was usually game. The kid could pull an essay answer out of his ass to the craziest hypotheticals. Then there was my favorite one to ask: would you rather be the one leaving or the one being left behind? That one stumped him. I get it now. I thought I had an answer once, but being dead makes that shit kind of hazy.

    What doesn’t being dead make hazy,

  • Fiction,  Issue 43

    Ghosted

    art by Abbie Doll

    by Sue Allen

    A pair of jewel-green macaws raced above Sara and David’s heads as they began their hike. The first of the hanging bridges, puentes colgantes, swayed like a giant hammock strung across the gorge below. Sara shaded her eyes and watched the birds vanish into the treetops.

    “They mate for life,” Sara said.

    David had already stepped onto the bridge, now wobbling beneath him as he reached for his phone. Sara took a deep breath and placed one foot on the planks.